March 2011
12 posts
95% of people on my Tumblr won't read this, but as...
Sick of our world influencing our youth into...
So sick of people talking about how bad their body image is, young girls are listening, this is not what beauty is about…now make them think they arn’t good enough or beautiful enough! Parents wake the hell up! Our children are beautiful! They listen well when it comes to trying to fit in! END FAT TALK…
Sad what this world has come too when ewven a radio station broadcaster...
She sits in the corner, singing herself to...
wrapped in all of the promises that no one seems to keep…
Cross the Line if you suffer or ever have suffered...
Please don't let this happen!
Dear Lord please, Please, keep my best friend and I connected. I don’t know what I’d do without her. She’s my SISSER!! no one understands do they????
WatchEvery Behind the scenes I’ve seen Alyssa Milano in she is funny! I love this! from Who’s The Boss to Charmed, to this, all of it, she’s awesome!
Believe...
Vision is the gift to see what others only dream….
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Things I didn't know...and A Letter...
I didn’t know when I wrote this letter that you were sick, I didn’t know that you would die when I wrote this letter. I never got the chance to know. I was consumed in guilt, but I never stopped loving you…I never sent this letter, I guess maybe I should have? I didn’t know about anything when I wrote this letter…Now I can’t send a letter to heaven, but I can go...
"A" is for Atonement...
On today’s agenda, Atonement. Number three definition in my dictionary: Reparation for an offense or injury; amends.
I Miss You! My Sunshine...
I was your Angel. You Were My Sunshine! I remember laying together and you would sing My Only SunShine and my tears would Disappear! I love you my SUNSHINE! wait for me, when I’m old I’ll meet you at them Golden gates!
Love YOU MY SUNSHINE!!! sometimes I can feel you near me, if I’m not totally wacked, and I know you know I look up and talk to you, like my own banter when I...
Everytime...
Every time I start falling back, reality kicks me in the HEAD!, HARD! and PAINFULLY! Its hard to think that now I’ll never talk to you again, because of the same things I’ve done myself. I don’t understand why some of us are given more chances, maybe it’s the willingness to keep moving forward…The willingness to live, The Willingness to RECOVER…and I think you...
February 2011
16 posts
I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives...
frozenwaves:
fucking ay..
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No Words
Have you ever tried to fine the words for something so indescribable, that your brain refuses to comprehend why or how things have become so complicated. Seeming so unreal, was there really help out there? Pulling through everything so blindly, I never thought it would actually be this hard.
I hate feeling like I’m interrupting someones life, making things unbalanced, and always doing...
Gratitude
I’m thankful for the lessons, the life lessons. Grateful for my family and the most solid, and unbreakable circle of friends I could ever hope for in this life. I love you all so much, I could never begin to repay you for your worry, your kindness and your love. I’m grateful for a new outlook on life, one that pushes me to stay present, love constantly and learn. I’m thankful for the opportunity...
Gammy
Old lady rocking in the dust, her voice echoes never give up Dear young child whipe your tears it’ll fade away it will be okay, don’t give up never give up.
Her voice echoes in my mind… all the pieces pulled together all the ones I could find…
Surrendering...
Surrendering is not something I do naturally. I am Strong willed so much that I often surprise myself
“If the only prayer you say in your entire life is – ‘thank you’ –...”
– Meister Eckhart (1260-1328)
LIVE TO TELL…..
I thought I was past the hard part...I don't...
My brain is everywhere! all over the place? how must one even begin to explain a million emotions at once, a million thoughts, a million memories…Suddenly what I thought was the hard part, what I thought was over has come back to kick me in the ass…I never ever expected this…I thought being in recovery meant being healthy not HUGE! not sick! not all these thoughts! Not ready to...
